We serve a patient God as it says in Hebrews 12 2 Paul realized this even though he sinned, even though he was one of the biggest perpetrators of not sticking to the rules. We are all God’s creation and when we love and serve God and God’s kingdom then as in Paul’s story, its a true testament of being faithful and God’s patience with us.
So just remember in all that we do, God is not angry or mad at us just continue to try and better yourself and get back to God and His ways as soon as you can. We serve an awesome patient God and we need to realize this and continue to live our lives accordingly.
Have a Blessed Day